As i have noticed recently, the distances we travel in this universe change us, or so it would seem. But rather I feel so often we are blinded by them. It is a brief obsession, a rush, a fulfillment of something that is so missing from our lives. It is a cure to what ails us. Now who is to say thats what makes a vacation?

What I'm trying to say is that when we go away, when we leave our home if only for a few weeks, we stumble upon new things. I believe, hte equilibrium of our soul adapts and makes us want to adopt this "new way" of life. I find this happens to many people when they travel to a simpler place in third world countries or farm states.


We should draw influences from these experiences, and gain a viewpoint. Rather than be enslaved by where we are not, what we have not, or what we have too much of. Don't brag about where you've been or what youve done. No act is so noble after it has been rubbed in everyones face and woven into every aspect of myspace. It does not change you, you change yourself.

I suppose I am rambling but too many good people are being manipulated by such an affliction.

good morning (first LJ blog!)

So if this summer has taught me anything its that there is really so much more to people than meets the eye.

As an artist, especially in the music industry, I realized that there are two main layers of a person. There is a surface and a heart. So many "artists" nowadays are only artists for surface glorofication. Not even a financial thing. They want to brag about the "here-and-there" and the "producers" and the special things they get to do because theyre artists. Your not special.

The surface can be so misleading, and it can cause you to underestimate the soul that fuels someones heart. And someones surface can also trick you into believing in their heart.

I have learned this the hard way all but too many times.

On a personal note, having done so much self discovery in the pastyear, im really racing against the clock to decide on how i want to approach the next 4 years. I want to make them some of the besst and i want to succeed. i have less than 2 weeks to get my head on straight.

So many distractions......

Im finally starting to free up from the ties of the past which is good, but lviing a new life without memories really takes the 3rd dimension out sometimes.

I realize blogging is quite an experience in the sense that we become vulnerable and open ourselves up to the millions of people who can access this.

Hopefully people can learn and grow from what i say, or at least be motivated to reflect on their own issues. Were all human.